Happy 21st Birthday Chris

O YEAH 21 ... all I have to say is

Who knows how long this will last
Now we’ve come so far, so fast
But, somewhere back there in the dust
That same small town in each of us
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence

2 Months Down

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... Nov18th 2005 ....
2 Months down
10 more to go for Chris


Lets keep him in our prayers!!

Slow week & Congrats friend

Money is Low $0.00 in my checking account
Family is on my ass "NEED TO GET A JOB"
Bills need to be paid (cell phone, herbie payment, credit card and health ins)
Not ready to work in the industry yet (WTF is my problem)

BUT OVER ALL I CAN SAY
WHOOHOOHOOO
I AM LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST :)

So yeah I have been looking for a job the past 2 months and every time I get a call back the most famous line I hear is ..... " You are to over qualified" ... to over qualified to run a cash register or make coffee .. yeah WTF is that about?!?!?!? I have to wonder if its because I have a college degree or because I have literally worked all over the place... umm lets think for a min .... yeah cant decide .... but fuck them all!! So yeah no luck in the job hunting department yet but no worries something will come along.

The week has been a slow one so far and its only TUESDAY ... I got its taking forever to go by but I am entertaining myself with movies, movies and O wait did I mention movies. Yeah what an uneventful life I must say!! O well WHATEVER thats all that is on my agenda till I find work.

I started working out again ... been slacking for a while now a long while ....so I said thats it hahah..... One week ago I started to bike every other day and now I am gonna start to run again because biking is a pain in the ass due to the sidewalks still cover with shit from Hurricane Wilma so I have to bike on the road which I dont like because yes I am scared of crazy ass florida drivers so I have decided to run. Lets see if I can get back into the everyday thing again!! My motivation is still up on the wall yes my REESES BIG CUP has not been busted into yet :) so I know if I can walk by that every day I can start running again every day ... ok ok ok SAT will be my one day off :) hey we all need a day of R&R :)!!!

Well I am out of here for now :)!!
TAKE CARE AND I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON MY JOB HUNT!


P.S> A friend just earned her way onto my calendar and into my POST
November 15th 2005 early early in the AM
First BJ ever and she swallowed
ewwww gross I know ..... so I wont elaborate on that :)

YOU HAVE JUST EARNED YOUR FIRST BJ CONGRATS
3===D~~~~
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!

The internet has a lot of info ... enjoy the reading you!!
http://www.everything2.com/index.pl?node_id=552180

Laid Back FUN-o-RAMA Weekend

It was a crazy weekend :)!! Alyssa's mom was out of town so we hung out all weekend. Did not have anything planned just really chilled out.

FRIDAY:
It was a slow day. We drove around and also went to BASS PRO SHOP and OMG talk about HOTTIES GALORE ... it was like ATTN ATTN SINGLES IN THE HOUSE !!! NO lie hottie vill is literally down the street from me ... you bet I am gonna make myself know at this new hottie central station :) !! While we were at hottie vill I came up with this brilliant idea to take Alyssa fishing ... salt water that is.. so we bought what we needed even the gross frozen squid to do this, but when I got home (back to my house) to get the fishing rods dad could not find them. We hit a few store to find a cheep rod and yeah finally at 9pm at night we found one at WALMART for 19.99 (YOU GO GIRL). Anyway after we found it I was like yeah ok this rod is like 12 feet and I own a VW bug. I will leave that up to your imagination on how we got the rod home. It was funny!!

When I told Alyssa what time we were gonna leave the house (6:30am) she had a shit attack so that finshing plan was a bust. We opted to hit Fort Lauderdale Beach that morning. No worries now we have a rod for another day!!

SAT:
Alyssa so pleasantly jumped on my bed to wake me up. DAMN THAT KID!! We got up and headed over to the beach making a few stops on the way ... CVS for tanning lotion, and this gas station for the best pastries ever...yummy :)... Then it was FUN IN THE SUN!!

Ok note to all ... I hate the beach ... yes I surf and love the ocean but when it comes to just laying out and doing nothing I cant do that . I have to always be on the go .... I was mad I left the football :( .... Well we got to the beach laid out the blanket and noticed this guy (we have now named PERVERT BOB) was taking pictures of girls... yes you read right taking pictures of girls... it was gross but funny at the same time lol for me that is because I did not have a swimsuit so I hadshorts and a Tshirt on while Alyssa was in a bikini hahaha ok ok ok we just had to deal with it because we were in a public place, but it was still gross ... pervert Bob was on our shit list that day!!

After a few hours in the sun, and trying to avoid pervert bob taking pictures of us we decided to walk Fort Lauderdale Strip. That alone was full of entertainment. We saw this Tshirt (inside joke F U), went into a smoothie place, checked out a tattoo shop (just looked nothing was done), and then hit Beach Place. After our walk down the strip we headed back and made the drive home.

When we got home, we showered, ate dindin (Alyssa cooked and it was soooo good) it was something new with beef in it but OMG to die for!! After that we ran back to my house to walk dakota then headed over to Muvico (a theater) to catch a flix ... DERAILED..... Yeah note to all that movie was an intense one, but at the same time a good one. Great writing I must add and the acting was phenomenal :)!! Top 5 on my movie list this year but keep in mind it was an INTENSE MOVIE!!

After the movie the youngin (alyssa) wanted to be a rebel but I was good and we both came right home! It was about 9:30pm and we just pissed the night away.

SUNDAY:
Ahhhh payback is a bitch ... her 8am wake up was harsh hahaha I had to laugh and draged her young ass out of bed to go out for breakfast. After waking her up and rushing her out of the house we had a 45 mins wait and now I have come to the conclusion that The Cracker Barrel is always busy.Yeah she was not to happy but I was not gonna drive to another place so we just sat around and then when a checkers table opened up I kicked her ass. Ok Ok Ok that was a lie the first game had to end because we blocked each other in, and the second game we could not finished because they called our name so no winner. I must say she has been my biggest challenge so far, but dont worry we will have to continue that game so I can post WHOOHOOO I AM A WINNER!!

After breakfast we went back to her house, cleaned the house up after the big ass 3 day mess we made, and then watched TV.

Over all it was a laid back slow weekend but a fun one at that because Murphy's Law never came into play!

TAGGED

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Whooohoo its official

CONGRATS EMERSON

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Missing Mom

Nov 5th 2005

Every month it seems to get easier and easier but in reality its only easier when I keep myself busy because the days I am not busy all I think about is mom. Somtimes it does not feel real, and other times it hits me like a ton of bricks that she is gone .. GONE FOREVER!! Is that normal I keep asking myself??? I sure hope so if not then I am going insane!!!

Days go by and things happen in my life, but its still another day without my mom

MISS YOU MOM!!

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