BON JOVI woohooo

The Bon Jovi Concert was sooooo great .... he sang sooooo many songs I counted 31 no lie 31 and yes all of his old songs too so thats what made if fun .... okokok it was fun because DUDET was there haha but over all it was a blast and a half of GOOD TIMES :)!!

Now for the story ... I have come to the conclusion that it is a MUST for something to happen when it comes to Alyssa and I doing something ... let me explain :) .... just because every time we have plans something fucken crazy happens..... no lie no matter how bad I try to prepare myself for the unexpected it just does not work .... for the record this story tops them all.

Like I said the concert was sooooo great but what would a GOOD TIMES day well night with us be like without a story to tell :) !!

So we are singing and watching hottie Bon Jovi on the stage when I go to tell Alyssa something and in the middle of telling her what I had to tell her I just so happen to look back to row behind us to see this WHITE TRASH WOMAN and this GROSS PIG for a guy literally full on pleasuring each other. OMG my virgin eyes is right ... and yes I totally had to do a double take to make sure what I was seeing was right and real. They were standing and his hand was so in her private (PITA) area. When Alyssa saw my face she looked back hahaha my facial expressions do tell all .... wish I could have seen my face hahaha .... well when she looked she totally had to double take on that as well. Ok it gets better ... the people sitting next to them were so pissed ... Holly shit if those people were me I so would have had to say something (yes I would have interrupted that session I DONT GIVE A SHIT THAT IS JUST FUCKEN GROSS) well the pron session went on for no lie at least 30 mins maybe even longer. Ok now for the best part ... they were getting so into what they were doing no lie I am talking full on ewwww gross shit that needs to be done behind closed doors haha that they did not give a shit that people were literally watching them. OMG the woman's facial expressions were fucken climax point ones EWWWW .... then she got on top of him and no lie were so about to have full on SEX ... ON A STEEL HORSE SHE RODE hahaha .... then .... lol yes I still have more to say .... she started to give the dude a Blow Job .... HAHAHAHA omg I was like WHAT THE FUCK ... wow I wish I took a picture to post it because I know no one will believe this was going on behind me of all people hahaha!! ok well I cant go any father into details because hahaha this is me talking and you are all lucky you got this much out of me but just use your imagination and I am sure you can fill in the blanks!!

So the night went like this
-CheeseCake Factory yummy :)
-Talking about shit, stuff, hotties haha
-Free Parking at the Arena
-Y-100 Karaoke booth lol I should have done that :)
- Found our seats
- went back to the car to get alyssa's glasses (DORKIS)
- back to our seats
- talked some more
- Local FortLaudy Band came out (ps they have a myspace lol)
-Bon Jovi Kicked Ass
- WHITE TRASH FREE PORN SESSION
-HOME-

LOL ALL OF THAT IN ONLY 5 HRS hahaha
O-GOD I can only imagine what our next story is gonna be about haha!

BON JOVI

I'll be there for you

these five words I swear to you

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Today is gonna be the first day this month (FEB) that I am gonna have a good time for sure...... it is BON JOVI night ..... whoohoohoooooo din din, tickets, bestfriend, singing, and if we are lucky racing HERBIE (lol its tradition)!!

I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!

click>>>BON JOVI SONGS

Short Update

I HATE THESE GAPS I HAVE BEEN LEAVING BY NOT BLOGGING !!

I have not blogged in a while and I dont even know where to start ....
Short version
**Another funeral this month (totaling 5 this year 2006 and its only FEB)
(Nikki's Mom passed away Feb 2nd a month after Nikki Jan2 )
**Gotten into so many fights with the world
**Confused about sooooo much
**Miss mom more and more every day
**Last but not least feel like everything is crashing down right in front of me!!

ITS A BLUE HOUR, DAY, WEEK, MONTH, YEAR!!!!

ALONE

At times you can feel like you have found yourself, found your best friend, found that one you love, found that life you want to live, feel like you are living on cloud 9, invincible to all, but in a blink of an eye that can all be taken away.

You dont realize what you have till its gone so why the fuck does everyone in this world take everything for granted??

No matter how many friends you have sometimes you can still feel all alone!

Life is to short!

Why do people do stupid things ????

It is a question we all ask ourselves, friends and family members when that stupid thing is done and over with ..... for an example .... why speed when you know that is a greater chance of getting into an accident, why do something if you know very well it is gonna get you in trouble (law or parents) , why run away from feelings and life when you know as soon as you slow down it all catches back up with you, why fight with a friend rather than talking to them, ....... is doing something stupid just another form or running away from the truth or is it just that at that time your stupid idea is a great ideas.... nope I dont think so because 99.9 percent of the time when you are looking back you are asking yourself "what the hell was I thinking"

Its crazy how we all say we thought it trough but did we really ..... if you look back and say wow that was stupid then at the time you did not think before you acted you just acted.

The world always tends to realize so much in the end but the worst part about life is sometimes the end is to late.

Even after typing this blog and also having other read it I am sure another stupid idea is just around the corner ... but then again that is life for you!

They say you live and learn but sometimes you dont get that second chance to learn!!

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EVERY PASSING MINUTE IS ANOTHER CHANCE TO TURN IT ALL AROUND!!!!!!!!!

CANT SLEEP

I cant sleep I have soooo much on my mind so I decided to blog :) 10 things I learned yesteday!!

1. BEEF JERKY is fucken grossssss .... BLAHHHHHH!!
2. It takes Tabasco sauce 3 years to age before they can use the tabasco.
3. Look both ways before you cross the street...drivers are stupid..
4. I am the queen of baking cookies :) .. unless the boss man is around then because of the stress I burn them ugh!
5. I hate hospitals I guess because I am always scared of the fact that going in does not always mean you are gonna come out!
6. I tend to run away from the world at times because I would rather avoid a fight or let my guard down because I dont want to face the truth.
7. I dont have that much in common with my little bro or my dad.
8. the one person I ever wanted to make proud is not longer around so does that mean I dont have to keep trying.
9. I fight back the tears only because I feel it is a sign of weakness.
10. I am always trying to be that strong person when really I want to join you and just cry!

**Why it is that sometimes we see things when its to late**

Chili Cookoff Weekend

Sorry I have not updated in a while

OMG its been loco here ... time is not at all on my side ...

The Chili Cookoff was today and :) YEAH it was super fun ... it was me, alyssa, and her friend jojo .... the crowds were fucken crazy lol but come one what else would you expect at an event like this ... my friend was gonna try to get us BACKSTAGE PASSES but it was a LOCKDOWN event and that is a no no in the event world, but she tried so LAREN thank you but no thank you haha jk THANKS FOR TRYING!! It was a crazy event but over all I was glad I went. Of course we encounter a little drama but really what would life be like with no drama ... we missed out on 2 main headliners but no worries because (DUDET) I will get us tickets when they are in town for sure!!

As for all else everything is ok I guess. I have so much on my mind, and also so much to share, but time has not at all been on my side.... example lol I have to be at work in no lie 5 mins and I still have to shower and fight the traffic because I just got work of a van flipping over on the highway I need to be on so yeah I am gonna be late.... and of course knowing all that I decide to kill that much needed time blogging hahaha what a great emplyoee I am !!

Here are a few pics from the Chili Cookoof!!

Happy B-day Danit

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIT

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!

Remember you are only 21 once

so make this day a memorable one!!!

BABY-SAT

This weekend (FRI, SAT, SUN) I baby-sat .... 2 boys: Christopher 4 and Evan 9 .... yeah that talking back age, and eating junk age ... what was I thinking is what you are asking yourself ... lol and yeah after the first day ... FRIDAY I was like what did I get myself into ... to make a long story short it was a long but also fun weekend. Yes fun haha let me tell you why ... when it comes to kids no matter what age whatever you do with them as long as they are not at home is entertaining ... plus this is the time I can be a kid too haha *Friday* I picked the up from school, went to my house and we walked my dakota, then we went to the kids house and ordered dindin Pizza Hut then ate dindin, played on the trampoline, took a shower, and then watched the Disney Channel movie High School Musical omg been waiting for that movie forever and it was worth the wait haha ... not to eventful but they were tired and it was our slow day. **Saturday** ... Day to ... it started off early (5:30am) Ooooo god is right ... Christopher comes in "TIME TO GET UP ITS 5:30".... I am thinking: OMG KID WHAT THE HELL (but) I said: FIVE MORE MINS haha then I got up. Went to Sawgrass at 9am just to walk the mall, then went to Muvico (movie theater) to see HOOKWINKED ... movie review in a nut shell ... it was cute but sooooo not worth 7 bucks. I recommend if you want a short ok movie for kids entertainment on a rainy day then rent it or order it on paperview, but other than that the story of little red riding-hood should stay in children's books haha!! After that we were gonna go to the part but it looked like it was gonna rain so I opted ChuckE Cheese and omg was that the biggest mistake of my life ... no lie 39 birthday parties that say and a million and one kids just running around .... Yeah I will leave it at that ... all I will say is you live an learn ... after 4 hrs at the cheese I am soooo never having kids!!! After that we headed to my house to walk my pup agian haha boys love dogs!! Then we went home and were in for the night ... the boys took showers, I made dindin, and then we watched a movie (Herbie) I love that movie!!!! ***Sunday*** Day three ... ahhh sunday .... it was a short stressful say ... another 5:30am wake up call ... WTF is right ... god damn why dont kids sleep ... sleep is good .. they are not birds but are up with the birds!! Anyways we cleaned the house today (O Yeah that was fun telling the boys to do that haha) but they did and the house looked sooooo good!! After that we hit the pet store just to check out the pets haha (it does not take a lot to entertain kids) then I took them to the park for an hr and they surprised them with a trip to get ice cream and then this Aquarium place ... they saw a huge shark it was cool they also saw nemo haha KIDS WILL BE KIDS!! WHAT I LEARNED FROM THIS WEEKEND ::: it is official .. I NEVER WANT TO HAVE KIDS!!

called back to work!

As you all know I quite my job but the good news is I am back to work .. I know I know what now haha but no really the job I quite called me to tell me they got rid of that stalker guy and they wanted me back. I said ok but you have to up my pay and whoohoohoo they did just that!! I am stoked to be going back to work because really last week the longest and the most boring week of my life .. except for last monday whoohohoo I HAD A BLAST!!
Ok so I cant wait to go back on monday ... the people I work with are the best and its always fun fun fun .. well the past few week were stress with the stalker around but now that he is gone its back to fun fun fun !!

I will tell you all about it on monday !