**KISS THE GIRL***

Percussion Strings Winds Words
There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don’t got a lot to say
But there’s something about her
And you don’t know why
But you’re dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl
Sing with me now
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my Look at the boy too shy
He ain’t gonna kiss the girl
whoohoooooo
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t stop now
Don’t try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl!!


DONT YA JUST LOVE ME LOL !!
xxoo me
CONGRATS DUDET
Soooooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEW CELL PHONE

CHECK OUT MY NEW PHONE .... omg dont fucken ask me what happened to my old one ... lets just say I tried to be an engineer and well a hot glue gun is just that (HOT GLUE) and well heat does melts plastic ... I am not gonna say anything else about that!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got it yesterday and I like it but also hate it .... you know how you get use to something and fall in love with it then the world just changes everything on you ... well I love sony ericsson phones ... the look, the complex part about them, but also they have always been good to me :) ... so from now until forever I will own a sony ericsson, but I do have to get use to the swinging part to open it ... You only have to open it to dial thank god but its all good because I have all my numbers stored in it so I only have to open to dial like I said or text ... it is a little heavier than all my other phones but we will see how it goes ... I have 30 days to try it out and from playing with it the past few hrs I do have to say I am loving it haha.

Click on link :)
NEW CELL PHONE PIC

5 years ago today :)

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5 years ago today I saw him, I touched him, I fell in love with him, I paid 20 bucks for him, I took him home, I named him, and made him a part of my family. 5 years ago today I not only rescued him but be found a way to rescue me. After all the good times, the bad times, the sad times, and also the lonely times he never complained not once. He always found a way to love me, be there for me, and never leave my side no matter what ... okokok when it came to treats he was long gone hehe but every other time he was always right by my side through thick and thin!

Dakota is my friend, my partner, my defender, he is my dog.
I am his life, his love, his leader.
He will be mine, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. I owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion.

V for VENDETTA

Forgot to tell you all ... last night (early last night) I went to see V for Vendetta with alyssa and it was sooo good ... you have to pay attention to every part of the movie and the British accent was sort of hard to follow at times but its a must see if you like action and suspense .. I am not gonna give a movie review on it because I dont want to ruin any part of the movie but for me to say it was great great great and a must see one without supporting a review you all know it must have totally been a hit .... IT BETTER WIN MOVIE AWARDS .... my thought::: it was well written and a well executed flick! WARNING: It really made you think about our government and also issues in the world today ... it was a very very very very controversial flix and I think that is why I liked it so much..... WARNER BROTHERS touched subjects that most people are scared to even think about let alone put on the big screen but director James McTeigue worked with the script and also executed it nicely....... WOW IT WAS SOOOOO AMAZING!!

ROMANCE READING ?!?!

Ok so I am at work (bookstore) last night and had to restock the romance section .... I have never been in that section nor have I ever read a romance book ... I think they are cheesy and well totally over rated in all degrees of what they are talking about and also doing.

I am stalking the books and came across this one book... I dont car what anyone says I always tend to judge a book by its cover before I start to read the first few pages. Sometimes it works and other times the cover is the best part of the book hehe. Well this one cover caught my eye .... dont ask why but it did .... so I grabbed it and started reading the back. It was sort of interesting but then I kept thinking CHEESY CHEESY CHEESY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!! Well to make this long story short I bought the book and when I get home at 8am this morning I started to read it.... lets just say i an a slow reader but was reading this book and a pretty fast speed hahaha !! I will let you know what I thought of the entire thing!

I am off to bed ... worked all night and I am sooooo damn tired!!

6 Months Down 6 to go!

6 months Down 6 left to go
COME HOME SAFE CHRIS

Happy 2006 St Patrick's Day

YOU BETTER HAVE SOME GREEN ON !!!

DAY OFF :)

Look straight ahead nothing but blue skys ... look all around nothing but blue skys!!

SAT ... ahhh its my weekend off ... no plans... no stress.... no work ... no worries ... and I get to sleep in ... ohhh wait scratch that sleeping in part hahaha I was up at 7am this morn to go eat breakfast with Alyssa ... it was her spur of the moment plan hehehe I love that shit, but anyway she drove to my house for the first time alone (she got her license a few weeks ago) hahaha it was tooo funny and yes I said a prayer before I got into the car hehehe (SORRY DUDET) ... we went to ABC ... and for all you drunks no not ACB Liquor ... ABC Atlantic Bread Company hehehe ... it was nice we got to catch up and talk ... something we have not done in a while :)!!

Today is gonna be a bum around slow day .. dad is off ... bro is working and I am gonna chill out and relax ... I have not done that in a while so its gonna be a nice boring uneventful day.

Dakota UPDATE

My pup dakota is ok ... I took him to the vet last night and he needed two shots and some very expensive meds ... . after a vet visit, and a dent in my checking account of 220.00 for his meds .. all is gonna be fine!! He is still not eating but he is drinking water and they said he will start acting like himself the next few days. He had a virus infection :( poor dog .. omg no lie the past few nights I slept with him because I felt so bad and was so worried .. I know that dakota is the family dog now but he is still like MY KID :) and if something ever happened to him I dont know what I would do!!!

TGIF .... its PAY DAY

CHU CHING $$$$$$$$$ PAY DAY is the greatest day :)

Ahhhh I love fridays ... money in the bank .... the work week is over ... no traffic on the weekends.... no stress for a few days .... time to catch up on some much needed sleep ... OHHH YEAHHHHHH :) TGIF

Just cashed my paycheck and started my sneaker fund hahaha since it is the second week of March I decided to put 20.00 into the new sneaker envelope rather than 10.00 hehe .. im a dork but whatever it will pay off in the end ... hey money is easier spent than earned .... with time money adds up quick ... even your change ... so dont knock it till you try it!

Dakota is SICK :(

Dakota is not feeling well ... he has not eaten in three days (wont eat dog food, human food, or treats) and that is not like him ... also he is not acting like himself at all .... I am taking him to the VET tomorrow after work and I hope its just a bug and not anything serious ... I dont know what I would do if anything happened to him.

RUN FOREST :)

I have been running (jogging) every day for the past two months ... on average about 2 to 3 miles and yeah now and then I do cheat and miss a day... I am only human but WHATEVER because we all need a break from time to time hehehe .... Anyway I befriended these two older women who walk every night .... sometimes I will run a little farther just so I can walk with them when I do have to turn around .... its so funny because some night I will have to work so I will run in the early morning and miss them ... well after a few days of that when I do see them they again it never fails they both always say "WE THOUGHT YOU GAVE UP ON US" hehehe ... its funny and I love running into them ... at times I catch myself looking around for them when I do run and I have not seen them!!

Well that is not why I blogged I just felt like sharing that with the world ...

What I really wanted to say was .... WHY THE SHIT ARE SNEAKERS SO DAMN EXPENSIVE ... chuuu chingggg $$$$$$ ..... I have come to the conclusion that I have to buy new running shoes every two months and lets just say even though I am mother fucken cheep .... when it comes to sneakers I tend to spend a little more than I want to but hey sometimes you just have to do what you dont want to do ..... well after running today I feel like its time for a new pair so I have to hit the mall sometime this weekend because I head on the radio that footlocker is having a huge sale!! Whoohooo Sale means a little less dent in my checkbook and money in my pocket hehehe!!

My new mission is to put $10.00 a week aside for new sneakers ... in two months I will have 80 bucks put aside for my next new pair whoohooohoo what a plan!!!

PAY IT FORWARD!!!!

This week has been an interesting week ... but today tops it .... first I was late to work ... yes all three jobs I have, but whats new when you hate work ... then I slipped in the kitchen because this stupid guy decided to wash the floors with dish soap and the result was me slipping ... now my knee hurts sooo fucken bad ... the day just dragged on and the time went by soooooo slow .... then on my way home I saw this woman (old lady in her 70's) blow out her tire, so I flagger her over and offered to change it for her ... she told me she had AAA and she will call them when she got home ... I said dont worry its no trouble and to drive home with a flat is not safe .... I asked her to open her trunk .... she said can I ask you a question ... I said sure ... she said WHY are you doing this??? ... I am sure I had a blank look on my face because really I did not know why I was doing this, but I looked at her and said I dont know why .... I guess its because I would hope someone would help me out if I needed it!! She said honey kids now a days your generation would have just passed me right by and not looked back ... you tell your mother that I said she raised a lovely and kind young lady.... if she is still alive that is ... in my mind I questioned that last comment of hers about mom being alive ..... I said well she passed away a little over a year ago ... she said I am so sorry but she is watching and she knows how wonderful you turned out .... you tell your dad what I told you to tell your mom :)!! I had sunglasses on and started to cry but she did not notice!! I changed her tired and we talked while I was doing it .... she told me that she has written a book, and is waiting for it to be published, her agent is in New York , and she went on to tell me a little about the book .... when I was done she offered me money but I did not take it ... I told her I did not stop because I had to... I stopped because I wanted to help ... she said thank you, gave me her card, asked me for my information and gave me a hug and said "everything happens for a reason" ... I said good bye, got into my car, while I was driving away I looked in my rearview mirror and read her lips saying THANK YOU !!!

I made a comment a few post ago that things dont happen for a reason they just happen ... I have had time to think about what I posted and are thinking I need to make a retraction .... its funny how you view life one way and then in a blink of an eye your entire perspective about everything is just changed!! I dont know why I stopped for this lady , or even why I went the way I went because I never ever go down the road I decided to go down today.... so this just makes me think about life, dreams, friends and family so much more right now!! YEAH I KNOW THINKING IS ALWAYS A DANGEROUS THING FOR ME .. but whatever it still made me think about a lot!

If everything does happen for a reason why has everything the past few mins, hrs, days, weeks, months, and even year happened the way they have in my life!!

I saw a quote on this persons page that I sort of like but also dislike for some reason!
"Change in people is always good, even if it's bad"

I have to question how much I have changed the past few years, even the past 5 months ..... if I like the change ... if the change is good .... if this change has made a big influence on the people I love in a bad way .. and if this change is a good thing for me??????????????

I cant help but think about that movie PAY IT FORWARD .... how one small kid impacted so many people!! Its like saying ... if you are a good person good things will happen to you .... its great to say it, also feel it, and hope one day all your good will pay off.... but really even after all good things have been done how much good has really come back to you or me???????????

I FEEL LIKE MY HANDS ARE IN HEAVEN BUT MY FEET ARE STUCK IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!

First Interview in a while!!

A little about whats new in my life ... I have been thinking about New York sooo much and for the past few weeks (well 2 months) taking action on my new york move ... I thought my LA folder was full of crap ... my new york folder is way funnier omg all of you who ever saw my LA folder would laugh your ass off with this NYC one hahaha!! Oh yeah dad still does not know so let me just make that clear to all of you not to bring it up to him when you do talk! .... I have my doubts about so much, my mind is racing 24/7, and my worries only get greater and greater as the days get closer to the move date, but then I know I still feel that itch of getting back into the industry!!! I keep asking myself if its a fear of rejection and failure or if its a sign I am overlooking (STOP DONT GO)! I befriended this woman at work while I was making her 2 wraps hehehe ... her name is Dr. Wendy Winstine and we started talking about productions and how I was in the industry but decided to take a year off for personal reasons, and now looking to get back into the industry and also planning for my move to New York .. I found out her husband works as an independent contractor on private events... its not film or tv but really the aspect of productions are the same!!! She asked me for a card and told me she would pass my card along to her husband. Well to make a long story short I got a call back from Jillian Ciener the project manager from this company Pioneer Productions and have been talking to her for the past two weeks. I finally went for my first interview Saturday :)!! I have not heard back from her yet, but she did tell me she would call me as soon as she lets her Office PA go so I am just waiting for that call. I felt good about the interview because I was confident about things she asked me and also my answers ... it was the first time in a while but also good practice for New York when I do have important interview to go on.

No one knew about the interview only because I did not want to get my hopes up to high or anyone eles .... so if anything happened I would have only let myself down! NOW ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME ... I will keep you all posted!!

As for all DAD, BRO and Dakota are doing great!!

I am doing FINE :)

you know what "fine" stands for dont you?

Freaked out

Insecure

Neurotic

and

Emotinal